Our Journey

In 2006 my Mom had rushed me to the Emergency Room due to some stabbing abdominal pain. Many test were ran and an internal sonogram was done. That night would mark the beginning journey of where I am today. It is common for women to get cyst on their ovaries, I had one rupture causing so much pain.

For the next two years I would drift in and out of the ER and doctors offices with unanswered questions on why I have so much pain. Finally in 2008 we had heard of a Specialist in Denton, TX. We set up an appointment with Dr. D and had an evaluation done. Dr. D believed I had Endometriosis. In summer 2006 I was scheduled for the laproscopic procedure. They removed all the visible endometriosis, scar tissue and removed and cyst from both ovaries and I also had my appendix removed. On the surgical report it also said Poly cystic appearing ovaries. (meaning you don't release an egg during ovulation)

In June 2009 Nathan and I had began trying to conceive. Through the next year we would experience many ups and downs in our conceiving journey including early miscarriage. Through this journey Nathan and I have grown closer than ever before, and we learned to really lean on each other for support and know that God would take care of us. As if our love for each other wasn't enough, this journey has made our love for one another grow and run deeper.

May 18th, 2010 we went to a Fertility Specialist Dr. K. My mom went with us because she has used Dr. K and just loved him. When we first arrived I was so nervous. We got called back and my weight and blood pressure was taken. Then we were escorted to a meeting room. In the room there was a large bulletin board on the wall filled with photos of babies that Dr. K had helped couples conceive. There were single, twins and triplet baby pictures! When Dr. K came in he was so nice and made us feel so welcome. We talked about what has been going on and he also asked questions to get to know us and told us some things about him and his life. I just knew this was the doctor for us.

May 26th I started my first round of 100mg of Clomid.

June 21st I had woken up about 8:30 we were in Fort Worth and my mom and I were going to take my sister to the dentist. My mom had gone to get ready, so I got up grabbed the cell phone to time the test and began. I sat the test on the sink and just watched the phone for 2 min and 5sec. I picked up the test and just glanced and at first just saw the line going across. I did a double take and it was a (+)!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I took off running out of the bathroom and slid lol! I tip toed through the living room where Nate was sleeping!! Then into my moms room. She had just got out of the shower I burst through the door and my knees just turned to JELLO! We hugged and just cried!! I just could not believe it! I'm still in shock!! My day had finally come!
We went to my sisters doctor appointment and ran some other errands. We got back a round 1pm. Nate was still snoozing away because he had stayed up late the night before. While we were out we had went to Target and gotten a onesie that said "I love my DAD" I rolled the test up in the onesie and woke him and said I have something for you. He opened it and just smiled! he was so happy!

How we told our parents

Of course my mom knew already she was their. We waited for my step dad to get home and we gave him a shirt that said World's greatest Grandpa! He was SO HAPPY!

We headed back home that evening and We had a shirt for his dad and my dad but didn't really have anything to give Linda or Christy. So we stopped and got a two onesies that said "What happens at Grandma's stays at Grandma's. We went to Nathan's parents first and gave them the gifts. Steve opened his and said thank you! ha ha I guess he was thinking because he is already expecting a grand son in October. silly. Linda opened hers and just looked at me with her mouth open. She said "Your joking!" I said "Trust me I'm not!!" She just couldn't believe it! Finally!! They were so happy!!!
Next we went to my Dad and step-moms. We did the same thing with the shirt and onesie! My step-mom was crying! She has really been wanting a grand baby! My dad just couldn't believe it finally happened! They were very happy for us.


Now we need prayers!

Tuesday June 22nd- My doctor called and said the blood test came back and I was in deed PREGNANT!!

Wednesday June 23rd- My doctor called and said my progesterone level is a little low so they are starting me on a progesterone suppository. It will help protect and build a lining for the baby to keep from miscarrying. I will have to take it the first trimester until the placenta and my body take over to provide for the baby. I was so scared and nervous today. But i feel a little more at peace and know that it is all in Gods hands and that he has brought me this far.  But to you my friends and Family. We need all the love and PRAYERS we can get.

Thank you to all that have and will support us through this journey!
Also we are very lucky to find out so early and we can catch anything that needs to be fixed.

Right now we are at 4 wks and 4 days

God is good!

This weekend has been truely amazing. On Friday night Nathan and I kept our dear friend Sarah's

little girl! Addison! She is so cute and funny. We really had a blast with her. Saturday morning we headed

out to the farm and let her feed the cows. Mom and Dad were out there so Dad caught a little calf and let her pet it. After we left the farm we went to the local diner in town and grabbed some lunch. After Addi's nap we just played around the house. Then saturday night Eric and Jamie came over with some cupcakes. They had blue and pink frosting on the top. Eric had the camera ready for when we bit into it!! (See picture below for color) I was so happy I screamed!! We visited for a little while then after they left I just couldn't stop smiling!

Finally today Sunday. Sometimes we don't make it to church every sunday. Bad on our part because we go out of town alot. Well earlier this week, I felt like God was calling me to church. I woke up early lol and got ready and couldn't be happier to go to church. We had a guest Priest becuase Father had been on vacation. The Priest spoke about helping others and the less fortunate. There is a oragnization that helps children and families all over the world. At the end of Mass Nathan and I decided we wanted to sponsor someone. We got to go to the front and look at the pictures and choose someone we liked. They had a range of ages from young to old. We chose Juan! He is a 4yr. old boy from Guatemala. What stuck out to us is he loves to play and put his cars in order and in a line. It also said he is a mischievous and smiling boy! ;) so cute!

They were watching baseball and she was clapping!

Nathan and Addi playing tea party!

Reading a book

It's a BOY!!

we have a beautiful niece and can't wait to meet our nephew!

Nathan and I after church!

Surrounded by the greatest group of loved ones and supporter's

I know this post is a little late but I am just trying to catch up! I just have to share some cards I received this past Mother's Day! They are really special to me and I can't even begin to tell you how much they meant to me. All I can say is I am so thankful for the people God has blessed my life with. I love you and appreciate you all!!

  This first card is from my Dear Friend Sarah and her sweet babies!  Having this bunch in my life has been wonderful!! I just love'em! This card and candle made me feel SO SPECIAL!!

This one is from the Love of my Life!

He is my world!

Finally my Momma sent me this card along with some really sweet

goodies for Nate and I! When I first read this card I was driving to work and I just

cried! Mom you always know how to reach out and touch my heart

and this card hit the spot. I love you so much! Thank you for being so

WONDERFUL!!

Crib befrore and after

This "miniature" Crib is one of my MANY works in progress! I picked it up at a garage sale

for $10!!! I thought it was a steal! I am going for a bold/elegant/vintage look. Haven't found the right

material for the bedding but I will know it when I see it! What do ya think?!

BEFORE

AFTER

I will always treasure these special times!

I may not be a Mom to a Real baby, but does this count?!!

These are my baby boys!

not pictured our dog willie!

Romeo and The Hubby

This weekend was such a blast!! My brother, Breezy and Kenley got to come visit us from Fort Worth!

I just LOVE having my family at my house and just to be able to relax and visit. This weekend was the Megargel Centennial!! The town turned 100 YEARS OLD!! Everything turned out nice and gave all of the people a chance to come out and enjoy some Saturday Fun!!

My Friend Sarah and her daughter Addi

Sarah's little boy Lucas!!! Silly boy!

Jamie and Addi

My beautiful girl Kenley!

How could you not love that face!!

Eric and Jamie

Steve and Linda

Matt

Kenley

Brother and Breezy

the sun was bright!!

There were lots of neat cars too!

Left - Right

Matt, Eric, Jamie, Me, Nate, Joe, Breezy, Sarah, Steve, Addi and Linda

After a long fun day Bath time!

On Friday I had a photo shoot with Jennifer for her College Graduation pics!!

Congratulations Jennifer!!

We are not alone....

A great song


We are not alone- Robbie Seay Band   (check it out)






As a little girl I remember playing with my dolls and barbies and pretending that they were my babies. I would dress them, feed them, rock them to sleep and just play with them for hours. No matter what I was in control of the moments and things that were going to take part. Oh the joys of life. Don't we all wish we could go back to a special moment in time for just a little bit. Also as a little girl growing up in to a woman my thoughts would drift and I would fantasize about what my life would turn out to be like and I had a plan and that's how it was all going to play out! I would go to High School, I would have a ton of friends, I would get my license and drive where ever my heart desired, go to college, become a singer, get married and not only have the first child, but have TWIN girls. Crazy thought we have. lol. Well unlike my fantasies or being in control of what baby would be my daughter for the day and what outfit she would wear, real life isn't always that simple. God has a plan and we are waiting on his time and we will have bumps in the road, the road may split, sometimes you will walk it alone or side by side someone, sometimes the road may even seem a little unclear but with trust in God and in yourself you can do anything. So their are several things I am waiting on but in the mean time I will pray, help my life along, not give up and enjoy it all. Yes several of the things I fantasised about did happen but by all means they were not on my desired time. Some days in my life can be a constant struggle on the inside but I know I have a great support system and a loving husband who treats me like his Queen. I know I just have to get up trust that I will be taken care of and one day I will one day have all that my heart desires not material things but memories, moments and people in my life that will make it all worth while. Here are some people that make my life a blessing.............

First off my Momma

With out you I would not be here.

You are my rock and you are always their to pick

up the pieces. I love you and could not

imagine my life with out you.

My step dad who has been a father to me for the

past 9 years. You are what I have waited for

and needed in my life. Thank you for being

such a good dad and always comforting me!

My husband, my high school sweet heart, my best friend

I love you so much! Thank you for always holding my

hand and helping me through each and everyday.

Thank you for just listening and helping me

learn to love the simple things in life.

Baby sister, oh boy! You are just like me.

Funny and full of life. You are so special to me. I love you

like your my own.

Brother, the tough one, the protector.

Even though you are my little brother

thank you for taking care of me like a big brother

would. We are so close and I really cherish that!

I love you

My beautiful niece, where would our hearts be with out you.

You are so precious and growing everyday. The are the most

beautiful baby girl I have ever seen and you have stolen my heart.

I am truly blessed to be your AUNT SIS.

I love you baby girl.

Mom and Dad

Thank you for welcoming me into your home and your family.

Thank you for being my support group and always being there to lean on.

My life would be alot less exciting with out you two. You have

raised a wonderful son! He is such a hard worker and I know he makes

 you proud.

Jamie and Eric, oh where to begin!!

I love you two to death. When I'm with y'all I just feel so

at ease and relaxed. I know I can talk about anything and know

you will listen. Y'All are my baby brother and sister! I think we have a very

special friendship. Not only are we family but we are friends.

Jamie thank you for being you. You always know how to make me feel better

and you can always relate to the way i feel. I know i can count

on you. I'm glad to have you as a sister!! Just remember

always stay true to yourself and We are always

here for you too!!

Matt and Jenn

Though we don't get to spend as much time

together as we would like. We always have fun with you guys!

Jenn thank you for being a good friend and sister.

From Jr. high friends, to room mates to becoming

sister in laws. It has been a fun ride! I never would

have imagined we would be related but wouldn't have

it any other way!

Deanna, my sweet, beautiful cousin.

My little sister! I just want you to know

I love you so much and you can always count on me

no matter what!